to love peacefully is enough without bother our worry to not be actively pushed or hurt by the one you love. requitedness is overrated and indulgent . to live in your own head makes things beautiful. lay with your head on the pillow as the trains shake you lightly the sting of it resonateing only barely keeping one from sleep the pain in your temple almost peircing. everything feels dmap but thats irrelevant and whiny seemingh to even think in ones head. if you are already rather clammy from the fever and grind of daily life you should appreciate that feeling and lack of so that keeps you from being overwhelmed waterlogged or
to be all the projections of yourself seen in others to be thousands of peoples creations in their own head full of misconceptions and their limited point of view that lives in completely different world seperate from them and thier conceptions of it. and your perception of self being near meaningless lost in it all to peoples thoughts and ideas as they manifest within yourself and out in the world as if you can almost touch their thoughts flowting out like holograms in a futuristic world of plastic and platinum. it all means something. to find your definition of self as meaningless to just exist on your own level is the only way you can truly feel at peice
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